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ok....well yesterday we drove home from Montrose. It was a looooong drive!! It was going great at first, but then one of the main roads got shut down because of the snow, so we had to stop adn eat somewhere. Then we got back out on the road and i got REAL carsick and we were going about 3 minles an hour for about 2 hours. So i was really car sick adn i started to get a head ache and then it turned into a migraine. So the ride wasn't that great. But i'm glad that we are finally home! I miss my grandparents, but it's good to be home!

I dont wanna go to school tomorrow!!!!! lol, it really sucks!!! im counting down the days until our next break tho!!!!

Well, not much else to write, so im gunna go watch smallville!!

comments???

Audra

well hello everyone!! how are you all? I am kind of bored here at my grandparent's house! That last post was EXTREMELY long, but if you want to know what i've been through these past coupld of months then you should definately read it!

hmm...??....well today we aren't doing much. my sister got to go horseback riding ♥lucky♥ i've played piano because i was bored and done some work on my drawing for drawing class ♥boring&hearts We are about to go make Granny cookies. ♥Yum♥ but what i really wanna do is go drive my grandpa's car!!! he has got this little red convertable that is like old, but it's all nice!! and i really want it!! i'll put a pic up here of it when i get back home! but seriously, i love that car!! basically i just want to get outta the house and i want to be the one driving!!

YAY! my step dad just offeres to take me driving!!! so i guess i will be back later!!!

luv ya and god bless♥

Audra

....well....i just got back from driving and that was not fun at all! i mean i learned a lot and all, but it just wasnt fun. Tracy (my steap dad) was telling me things as i went. We went to Wal-mart and on the way back he wsa telling me to look at my surroundings and try to make mental memories about what i saw so that i could make my way back to town if i needed to. He did NOT tell me this before we left, so in other words, i wasnt paying attention to what i was passing when we left the house. So i didn't know where i was going. So i, of course, was driving on a road and it was obviously not the road we were supposed to be on, so ia sked Tracy and he said, "you tell me" and i had no idea, so i just kept driving on that road. Then finally i just said, "im guessing this isn't the right road?" and he  asked if i recognized anything and i had no idea, so he told me that i was on the wrong road, so i turned around and then he told me "i was trying to teach you a lesson that you need to pay attention to your surroundings and remember things you pass so that you know how to get back" and if he would have told me that i needed to pay attention to my surroundings before, i would have been able to get back, adn since we were in unknown area for me, i had no idea where i was going. so that just frustrated me. O well, ill live. I guess im going to go shoot a gun know cuz there's nuthing else to do here....

Audra

ok...well it seems like it's been about a bajillion years!!!...lol...well today is thanksgiving and i am in Montrose with my grandparents!!! We arrived yesterday night. Unfortunately we can only stay here until Saturday. . Our thanksgiving Turkey was FANTASTIC!!! and so was the enitre meal!!! espessially the yum yum yams!!! lol!

Well, a lot has happened to me since last i posted on here so i will try to remember in order or whatever comes to my mind first! lol!!

hmmm....well the first thing that comes to mind is the worst and most depressing thing that has happened to me, I think, ever!! so, here's the story. On Wednesday, November 2nd, I was supposed to go to piano lessons, but i forgot about them and accidentally didnt go! so i went thursday, November 3rd, instead! well thursday i had to walk home from piano becasue my brother was unable to give me a ride. When i got home i went over to the couch and dropped my back pack on the couch and noticed that one of my stuffed pigs was right up against our back door and was angled at a particular direction. At first i didn't think anything of it, so i picked it up and put it on the couch. Then i went into the garage and let the dogs from the backyard into the garage and then i went inside and let the puppies out in the back yard. well i was standing out there with them waiting for them to do their business. lol! and i was on the phone with my mom. well, i was just standing there looking around when i saw a dead cat in the backyard!! my first impression was "OMG there's a dead cat in the backyard!!!" and then I suddenly thought "oh. no! what if it is Kitty??" (kitty is my cat) and so i started crying and my mom (who i was on the fone with) was asking what was wrong. so iw ent inside and started searching the house for kitty. I went into my brother's room and the basement and my sister's room. Finally i went into my room and notice that everything in my room was completely trashed and my drawrs were wide open and it was a totaly mess!! So i started crying again because i knew that someone had been in my room. So my mom told me to get out of the house and go to my friend's house. So i left and she called the cops. My mom and the cops got to my house at about the same time and the cops went in and searched the house to make sure no one was still in the house. They came back and said that no one was in the house, but the cat in the backyard was a black cat with some white and was missing her right paw (Kitty was a black with some white and was missing her right paw). They said that just form looking at her it looked like she had been strangled. I immediately started bawling!! Well we then went inside the house and showed the cops everything that was out of place. that took quite awhile! lol! and then they went around and took pictures and fingerprints. They finally left around 10 at night. Well, it turns out that my cat was killed by dogs, but ours were in the backyard and there was cat hair all around the house and my drawers were open and my comforter was wrapped in a ball and we knew that dogs couldn't do that, so we think that someone let OUR dogs in the hosue and they killed Kitty, or someone let a dog in our house and it killed Kitty, but either way, someone broke into our house and Kitty ended up dead. I can barely talk about it without crying still and I'm still too afraid to be home alone and i am completely paranoid. I can't sleep at night and im not even hungry anymore and i just feel depressed. I keep thinking of seeing her there when i first saw her. I think one of the scariest parts is that i was supposed to be home. So since i missed piano the day before, i ended up not being home. So i thank the Lord i forgot about piano the other day, because we all think i should have been home for that, and it would have been bad if i was home!!

so, that was the most horible thing EVER! and i am still depressed like i said and im not eating and i've lost a lot of weight. I try to eat. i honestly do, but i just cant. I feel like im going to throw up if i eat.

other things....hmmm....

my birthday was november 5th!!!! and that whole incident happened November 3rd. So my birthday was kind of depressing. But now i'm 16!!!!! FINALLY!!!!!

I got a new cell phone!! it's pretty cool if you ask me!! lol, i love it more than my other cell phone!!! so yea, thats an exciting thing that has happened to me!!!

and im pretty sure that's it!!! lol, so this month has kind of sucked but has had it's happy times....lol, so im going to go to bed now because it is almost mid night!!! so, ill post when i get back from Montrose!!

I love you all and God Bless and Happy Thanksgiving!!

♥_Audra_♥

August 26th?!?!?!....wow....tht was a long time ago....sorry everyone its been awhile....nobody prbly kares tho cuz no one ever reads or comments on this....lol....but i've been extremely busy with homework and all tht krap!!!...lol  

well skool is going great....im loving it this year but the homework is almost too much for me to handle....the skool doesnt thnk we have lives outside of it or they just dont want us to have lives cuz i spend a lot of my time doing homework....lol

u kno when i sayd i disslocated my knee???....well i had also run into the dumpster tht day....i was walking by the dumpsters and the heater is like behind them and i was trying to step over the heater cords and i tripped over the cords and hit the dumpster head on and i ddnt thnk nethng of it till i started getting really bad head aches and i went to the doctor's office and they sayd i had a concussion....lol...so i went about a week and the head aches just got worse and worse so we wnet back to the doctor's office and they told me i need a cat skan now....lol....so they r gunna kall my dad tmrrw and he's gunna make my apt. for the skan thngie....lol

hmmm.....what else is new with me???....well i went to 6 flags elitch gardens yesterday and i wanted to punch about 500932849327532 people....lol....the story is extremely long and since not a lotta people...if any....read this then i dont wanna type it all out...but it just ended up in us having to kall security on these gurls cuz they wanted to beat us up....lol....u kan ask me for the story and ill tell ya but for now....thts it....lol

so i dont kno what else to say.....hmmm.....o yea....marina got a fish and she kant kepe it @ her house so now it's @ my house....ew....lol...o and i moved into the basement and i painted my room pink and green and one wall is like a chalkboard wall tht's black...its pretty sweet....lol

well im gunna go do more of my homework and hopefully post again sumtime soon!!!!

much love to ya!!!

 .:*:.Audra.:*:.